I'm a Little Snake.... I'm a Little Slithery Snake + Fried Chicken!

Wow today felt like a really long day although I didn't do much. Maybe that's why it felt so long... hmm... Anyways! I sooo did NOT like the Spanish quiz today because of the stupid fill in the blank section but oh well. At least I think I did really well on the other sections of the quiz. Oh today we also got to dissect a clam in Bio lab! :D It was pretty cool and kinda gross but I loved it! Maybe I'm just a weird girl for liking that but ehh I know I'm not normal already lol. After class, I worked out with Shuffle and had a nice little talk with him while we walked around school. I finally told him about Russell having to break up with me and he said he suspected something was up with me but knew I didn't want to talk about it before so he didn't ask me. I guess I'm not as good with hiding things as I thought I was....... Back on topic! Shuffle thought one of three things was wrong with me: a. I was pregnant (pshh so stereotypical *rolls eyes* :P)

b. Russell had cheated on me (yeah I highly doubt he would do such a thing... he's smarter than that... otherwise he would get beaten by me! >:D).

c. Russell had broken up with me (FINALLY the right answer choice!)

Shuffle was actually really supportive, just like Kary and my mom.... All of them seem to give me hope, which I really appreciate and helps lift my spirit so I'm not so sad :) I'm SOOO glad to have these people in my life ^_^ Anyways, Shuffle said to just be patient and wait for things to settle down a little for Russell because the whole problem happened too recently. For some strange reason Shuffle told me that things would be better by March 10th, which I found extremely weird because no one puts a date to things like that.... It's just not something you can predict but it's Shuffle who said it and considering who he is, illogical comments are completely normal :P I agree with everything he said (except for the date thing) but instead of March 10th as the day for things to go back to normal, I think it's gonna be more like sometime between Russell's 18th birthday and the day when purple unicorns invade the Earth with water guns that shoot chinchillas every time a hand fart kill occurs somewhere in the Milky Way Galaxy.... wait........ no yeah yeah that sounds about right..... *smile*

 

Now I leave you guys with this really... umm.... sad newspaper article.... Way to fall into stereotypes bro U_U

http://tosh.comedycentral.com/blog/tag/fried-chicken/

Wee Wee (Oh How I Desire A French Mustache...)

Hehehe I think I've been spending WAY too much time thinking about the shrimp from Finding Nemo lol :P (it's all Kary's fault btw) Anyways, today was a pretty normal day and actually not too bad.... I did okay on my Biology quiz today and I just quickly reviewed for the Spanish quiz tomorrow. Oh and I think my friends liked the cookies I made considering half of them were gone bu the time I left school today ^_^ On another note, I've been thinking about life and it's actually not too bad if you look at it in a positive way. Yeah I'm still hurting from losing Russell and from wondering how he's doing, but at the same time I think that maybe there's a reason why things happened. Maybe there's something good awaiting me in the future and perhaps this is some sort of test life is throwing at me and Russell. It might have not been the right time for us to be together or maybe we needed to get through certain things in life and grow a little before life brings us back together... I'm not sure about anything, but all I can do for now is be patient, stay calm, and not let my life stop because of this. Life keeps going and I have to keep going right along with it. I just hope the outcome of all of this is great in the end :) I have hope.

And like Jacques from Finding Nemo says, "Wee wee!"

http://disney.wikia.com/wiki/Jacques

 

Well Here They Are *drum roll*

Guess what?? I made the cookies I was talking about today :D They look at taste pretty nummy. These were made from a different recipe than those I made for Valentine's Day and I actually think these are MUCH better. I made 6 for each of my friends and the rest are for me and my mom who have devoured a bunch of them already :P Which reminds me..... I reeeeaaaalllyyy need to go back to working out.... I think 'm losing the little muscle I had gained. I think I'm gonna work out tomorrow and a couple more days this week. Yeah that should keep me busy and my mind distracted for a bit..... :) On a completely different topic, I have a Biology quiz tomorrow!!! AHHH!!! I don't wanna >_< I also have a Spanish quiz on Tuesday, some Biology tests later on in the week, and a Calculus test on Friday.... Oh lord please help me :'( Well wish me luck and lets see what happens..... *gulp*

Oh! Btw, here are pictures of my deliciously awesome cookies!

 

If you guys want to make these cookies click HERE and you'll be able to see the recipe!

For the frosting on the cookies, click HERE! :D

*whip noises* Don't Worry.... It's Just a Gummi Worm :P

As you will be able to tell in about... *starts counting with her fingers*...... 5 seconds, this blog has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the title lol But Kary will understand the reference *wink wink*. Anyways, I would like to inform you that I just wasted 10 seconds of your life >:D Also, I just made a new page! You guys can check it out right now by clicking on the tab above called "The Story of a Love". This is not for those who do not like mushy, lovey dovey type of things though.... For you guys who do, what are you waiting for???? GO NOW! :DD

COOKIES! :DD

I've been feeling better today.... For the past few days I've been sleeping tons so time would go by faster and it kinda works. I've also tried to keep myself distracted doing things but no matter how hard I try, my mind always finds a way to go back to him. Everything I see or hear reminds me of him... Jeeps, cupcakes, songs, movies on TV, the prom dress hanging in my room mocking me everyday.... But at least I've stopped crying now. I'm really trying to be strong and patient, keeping that hope inside me alive. I keep looking at my phone, email, Facebook, and even Russell and I's favorite game website just in case he tries to contact me someway. Nothing yet but I'll keep checking everyday just in case. I'm running out of things to do to keep myself distracted though so I'm thinking about making more sugar cookies for my friends. What do you guys think?? Wow I'm gonna fatten them :P

What's a Heart For But To Feel Pain

Hey guys,

I know its been a while since I last wrote on here and by a while I mean.... A WHILE! Well, a lot has happened since my last post. As I probably wrote before, I am in LOVE with a sweet, amazing guy named Russell. We had been happily together for over 5 months before everything came crashing down on Monday :/............................ I cannot go into detail about everything that happened but I... We made a bad decision that completely destroyed pretty much.... everything. Umm.... lets just say he got in tons of trouble. His mom grounded him, took his keys, phone, made him delete his Facebook (as I noticed a couple of hours ago), and was forced to... break...up...with me...... This has been completely devastating for me :'(..... Can you imagine losing your best friend?? Feeling like someone tore a part of your heart out and expected it to fix everything?? Losing the one thing that kept you together and gave you any joy? Well this is exactly how I feel and even MORE. I have to constantly stop myself from crying, telling myself that everything is going to be okay.... To just be patient because things will eventually fall back to place. Sometimes I think this is all just a dream and that one day I will wake up from this terrible nightmare.... but as I see time go by, I realize that this is reality and that maybe this pain I feel inside will never go away. That maybe I'll never get to see him again and feel the way I felt with him. But then I remember that this could also be temporary.... That because we still love each other, life will bring us back together one day. I will wait for him, no matter how long it'll take. Whether it be a week, 5 months, or a year, I will wait for things to settle back to normal and for fate to bring us back together. I know one day the pain will be less agonizing, so I'll be here... waiting as time goes by, trying to heal these wounds and remain the same person I was for him.

This song is for him <3

 

 

- Moneeka

This YANK! (That was for Kary :P)

Gahhhh!!! I've been so overloaded with homework lately, it's ridiculous! >_< I didn't even have time to do my American literature project until today and guess when it's due??? TOMORROW! Well at least I'm fairly done with my part of it so I feel relieved.......... I thought that was gonna take me 'till 1am or something...... Anyways.... I gotta say I LOVE talking to Russell... It's so addicting! It always takes us forever to close out of the chat. That's probably why I always end up going to sleep at like 1:30am and only getting 5 hrs of sleep... Oh well! Its worth it ^_^ It surprises me everyday how much he tells me.... he's told me things that he's never told anyone before and we learn something new about each other EVERYDAY. We don't even know how thats possible! When you think there can't be anything else you can learn it's like BAMM!! Something new... lol :P Today we promised not to text each other all day because he has SO much homework to do! Even a paper for today at midnight! During last week when he didn't go to school because he was (and still is) sick, he just let the homework pile up.... tsk tsk tsk....

On a different note, I didn't have time to say this on Monday because of the above but that doesn't mean I wasn't aware.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN JONAS!!!!!!

The oldest bro is already 25! Who would've thought?? My babies are growing up :'(

http://thejonasblogger.blogspot.com/2012/06/kevin-jonas-como-wolverine.html

Finally DONE!!

Woooooooooooo...... I'm SO glad I'm done with that stupid paper for Biology. The information to answer the prompt was spread out through the entire freakin' book!! It was sooooo much work :'( But now that I'm done I can just relax..... well at least until tomorrow. I still have plenty of homework to work on but I'm just gonna pretend I don't right now...... Lah dee dah! SQUIRREL! *points at a bucket* :D

http://www.thepixarpodcast.com/36

Oooh! Yes man is playing on TV! I guess I could watch that...... OR I could tell you guys about the super weird but extremely awesome dream I had last night! Okay so there was some evil lady that looked like my American literature teacher and she was for some reason trying to kill me..... And she tried to shoot me through a crowd of people but I could see the bullets in slow motion! It was awesome! I hit the bullets down with a shovel but one of them hit Tinachrissy on the head so she died :( Anyways, I tried to run away with Russell but she kept following us, no matter how much we tried to run away. I think at some point she died or something happened to her because afterwards all the survivors of her shooting (when she was trying to kill me amongst the crowd of people) and Russell and I were in a lake. We were all cliff diving and swimming.... Oh and when I jumped into the water, I could hear myself narrating about the events and my relationship with Russell.... All of a sudden it was like the "movie" ended and I woke up....... I thought that was a pretty cool dream lol

http://editmentor.wordpress.com/2012/10/13/adrenaline-cliff-diving-and-live-television/

Stupid Synthesis!

GAAHHHH!!!! I hate this writing assignment for Biology! Waah!!! Im really trying to figure out what the answer to the question is but its sooooo hard..... I realize that protein synthesis in prokaryotes and eukaryotes is somehow connected to DNA replication but I still don't fully understand it. Well I guess I have today and tomorrow to figure it out because this assignment is for Monday. Lucky people who have lab on Tuesdays..... You ANGER me!!! >:P

Anyways I have two good news and a bad one... Hmmm.... I think I'll start with the bad one so I can get it over with. Russell's grandma died on Thursday at around 11pm :'( They are holding the funeral today. He didn't tell me until yesterday because he forgot. Even though I never met her, it still makes me sad to know that she died but at the same time I know she's in a better place now :)

Now off to the good news! Yesterday was Russell and I's 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!! WOOOHOOO!! :DDDD I'm so happy to say that!!! He makes me really happy and I am SO lucky to have met him. I'm SO glad I went to that summer camp... It really payed off lol The second good news is that today is a very special holiday! It is.......

NATIONAL HARRY IS A WEIRDO/BIG HEAD/GHOST/DUMB/NO BRAIN/UGLY/NO LIFE/LOSER DAY!!!!

http://donasdays.blogspot.com/2012/08/im-loser-are-you.html

 

HALLOWEEN!!!

http://simplisafe.com/blog/halloween-home-security-safety-tips

Halloween is FINALLY here!!!!! :D Woooohooooo!! But.... my friends and I are dressing up tomorrow lol We are gonna be earth, wind, fire, and water! We are gonna paint our faces with awesome designs but I have a feeling we are gonna fail miserably at painting the designs :P Anyways... I've seen a LOT of awesome costumes today so far. My favorite by FAR is the Mario and Luigi costumes two of the senior are wearing. They look SO adorable!!! I just wanna pinch their cheeks and steal their costumes so I can wear them lol.......Wait..... that would be kinda weird because they would be kinda naked.... 

Oh here is a picture Russell made for me on the whiteboard during on of our video chats.... Isn't is adorbs??