Ohh I See You Checking Out My Guns ^_~

Wooooo am I tired! I gotta say all this studying for tests and working on Calculus homework is tiring.... I just hope it all pays off, especially tomorrow with that CRAZY Calculus test that I'm sure everyone will completely fail without the learning curve (25 extra points the teacher gave us last time).... *sigh* U_U Oh and I'm SOOO annoyed by the World Civ. test because no matter how many times I take it, I can never get anything above a 94 >_< and it won't tell me what questions I got wrong so I have no idea what to change.... GRRR!!!

Any who ha, I'm pretty proud of myself for working out really hard today. I can actually do heavier weights now than when I first started!! :DDD I feel so good I think I'm gonna go workout again tomorrow if I'm not too sore from today lol. I actually took a cold shower today so I'm not too sore tomorrow. Ahh buffness! *flexes muscles* To make that statement easier to visualize, here is a picture of me flexing my HUGE guns ;)

http://marvel.wikia.com/She-Hulk_Vol_1_9

Oh yeahh!!! That's totes me ^_~

Okay fine.... U_U.... I'm more like this dude......

http://www.dijitalimaj.com/alamyDetail.aspx?img={B044E0CD-AE6A-4BC5-B6BD-C4C68E6D2540}

 

I Am Morgan Freeman... O_O

What up home dawg skillets from the hood??? hehehe So today was a pretty interesting day. Today the popular group at my school, or as Timmy calls them "the fabulous five," *rolls eyes* got in trouble because they finally got caught leaving campus without permission! >:D For some reason that gives me joy although its kinda mean and weird but that's just how I am. Anyways, we took our class picture today for the yearbook and I hope it turned out good :) On another topic, I just studied my butt off for a couple of hours preparing for my Bio lab test tomorrow. I had my mom quiz me with pictures of specimens and all she could say was "ewww" and "can you get an infection from that?" XD All they were were worms, snails, squids, sponges, sea anemones, and other marine animals lol

Yesterday I decided to make a little research about the career(s) I want to get into and I FINALLY figured out what 5 universities I want to go to. It took a couple of hours but I feel quite accomplished ^_^ I don't know if posting them here will give who I am away a little but I don't care! What's the worst that could happen? Get publicly humiliated and laughed at? Pshh doesn't sound too bad..... Anyways here they are:

- Appalachian State University (Oh how I miss this place *sigh* Just so many memories)
- Duke University

- UNC Charlotte

- University of Virginia

- East Carolina University (ehh not too thrilled about this one....)

Hmm... Anything else I might be forgetting?..... umm.... Oh!! Just remembered two videos I want you guys to see! They are VERY different form each other but I find them both quite funny :D

These videos are thanks to my guy friends who show me these weird videos but I LOVE them! Enjoy!

I'm a Little Snake.... I'm a Little Slithery Snake + Fried Chicken!

Wow today felt like a really long day although I didn't do much. Maybe that's why it felt so long... hmm... Anyways! I sooo did NOT like the Spanish quiz today because of the stupid fill in the blank section but oh well. At least I think I did really well on the other sections of the quiz. Oh today we also got to dissect a clam in Bio lab! :D It was pretty cool and kinda gross but I loved it! Maybe I'm just a weird girl for liking that but ehh I know I'm not normal already lol. After class, I worked out with Shuffle and had a nice little talk with him while we walked around school. I finally told him about Russell having to break up with me and he said he suspected something was up with me but knew I didn't want to talk about it before so he didn't ask me. I guess I'm not as good with hiding things as I thought I was....... Back on topic! Shuffle thought one of three things was wrong with me: a. I was pregnant (pshh so stereotypical *rolls eyes* :P)

b. Russell had cheated on me (yeah I highly doubt he would do such a thing... he's smarter than that... otherwise he would get beaten by me! >:D).

c. Russell had broken up with me (FINALLY the right answer choice!)

Shuffle was actually really supportive, just like Kary and my mom.... All of them seem to give me hope, which I really appreciate and helps lift my spirit so I'm not so sad :) I'm SOOO glad to have these people in my life ^_^ Anyways, Shuffle said to just be patient and wait for things to settle down a little for Russell because the whole problem happened too recently. For some strange reason Shuffle told me that things would be better by March 10th, which I found extremely weird because no one puts a date to things like that.... It's just not something you can predict but it's Shuffle who said it and considering who he is, illogical comments are completely normal :P I agree with everything he said (except for the date thing) but instead of March 10th as the day for things to go back to normal, I think it's gonna be more like sometime between Russell's 18th birthday and the day when purple unicorns invade the Earth with water guns that shoot chinchillas every time a hand fart kill occurs somewhere in the Milky Way Galaxy.... wait........ no yeah yeah that sounds about right..... *smile*

 

Now I leave you guys with this really... umm.... sad newspaper article.... Way to fall into stereotypes bro U_U

http://tosh.comedycentral.com/blog/tag/fried-chicken/

Wee Wee (Oh How I Desire A French Mustache...)

Hehehe I think I've been spending WAY too much time thinking about the shrimp from Finding Nemo lol :P (it's all Kary's fault btw) Anyways, today was a pretty normal day and actually not too bad.... I did okay on my Biology quiz today and I just quickly reviewed for the Spanish quiz tomorrow. Oh and I think my friends liked the cookies I made considering half of them were gone bu the time I left school today ^_^ On another note, I've been thinking about life and it's actually not too bad if you look at it in a positive way. Yeah I'm still hurting from losing Russell and from wondering how he's doing, but at the same time I think that maybe there's a reason why things happened. Maybe there's something good awaiting me in the future and perhaps this is some sort of test life is throwing at me and Russell. It might have not been the right time for us to be together or maybe we needed to get through certain things in life and grow a little before life brings us back together... I'm not sure about anything, but all I can do for now is be patient, stay calm, and not let my life stop because of this. Life keeps going and I have to keep going right along with it. I just hope the outcome of all of this is great in the end :) I have hope.

And like Jacques from Finding Nemo says, "Wee wee!"

http://disney.wikia.com/wiki/Jacques

 

Well Here They Are *drum roll*

Guess what?? I made the cookies I was talking about today :D They look at taste pretty nummy. These were made from a different recipe than those I made for Valentine's Day and I actually think these are MUCH better. I made 6 for each of my friends and the rest are for me and my mom who have devoured a bunch of them already :P Which reminds me..... I reeeeaaaalllyyy need to go back to working out.... I think 'm losing the little muscle I had gained. I think I'm gonna work out tomorrow and a couple more days this week. Yeah that should keep me busy and my mind distracted for a bit..... :) On a completely different topic, I have a Biology quiz tomorrow!!! AHHH!!! I don't wanna >_< I also have a Spanish quiz on Tuesday, some Biology tests later on in the week, and a Calculus test on Friday.... Oh lord please help me :'( Well wish me luck and lets see what happens..... *gulp*

Oh! Btw, here are pictures of my deliciously awesome cookies!

 

If you guys want to make these cookies click HERE and you'll be able to see the recipe!

For the frosting on the cookies, click HERE! :D

*whip noises* Don't Worry.... It's Just a Gummi Worm :P

As you will be able to tell in about... *starts counting with her fingers*...... 5 seconds, this blog has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the title lol But Kary will understand the reference *wink wink*. Anyways, I would like to inform you that I just wasted 10 seconds of your life >:D Also, I just made a new page! You guys can check it out right now by clicking on the tab above called "The Story of a Love". This is not for those who do not like mushy, lovey dovey type of things though.... For you guys who do, what are you waiting for???? GO NOW! :DD

COOKIES! :DD

I've been feeling better today.... For the past few days I've been sleeping tons so time would go by faster and it kinda works. I've also tried to keep myself distracted doing things but no matter how hard I try, my mind always finds a way to go back to him. Everything I see or hear reminds me of him... Jeeps, cupcakes, songs, movies on TV, the prom dress hanging in my room mocking me everyday.... But at least I've stopped crying now. I'm really trying to be strong and patient, keeping that hope inside me alive. I keep looking at my phone, email, Facebook, and even Russell and I's favorite game website just in case he tries to contact me someway. Nothing yet but I'll keep checking everyday just in case. I'm running out of things to do to keep myself distracted though so I'm thinking about making more sugar cookies for my friends. What do you guys think?? Wow I'm gonna fatten them :P

What's a Heart For But To Feel Pain

Hey guys,

I know its been a while since I last wrote on here and by a while I mean.... A WHILE! Well, a lot has happened since my last post. As I probably wrote before, I am in LOVE with a sweet, amazing guy named Russell. We had been happily together for over 5 months before everything came crashing down on Monday :/............................ I cannot go into detail about everything that happened but I... We made a bad decision that completely destroyed pretty much.... everything. Umm.... lets just say he got in tons of trouble. His mom grounded him, took his keys, phone, made him delete his Facebook (as I noticed a couple of hours ago), and was forced to... break...up...with me...... This has been completely devastating for me :'(..... Can you imagine losing your best friend?? Feeling like someone tore a part of your heart out and expected it to fix everything?? Losing the one thing that kept you together and gave you any joy? Well this is exactly how I feel and even MORE. I have to constantly stop myself from crying, telling myself that everything is going to be okay.... To just be patient because things will eventually fall back to place. Sometimes I think this is all just a dream and that one day I will wake up from this terrible nightmare.... but as I see time go by, I realize that this is reality and that maybe this pain I feel inside will never go away. That maybe I'll never get to see him again and feel the way I felt with him. But then I remember that this could also be temporary.... That because we still love each other, life will bring us back together one day. I will wait for him, no matter how long it'll take. Whether it be a week, 5 months, or a year, I will wait for things to settle back to normal and for fate to bring us back together. I know one day the pain will be less agonizing, so I'll be here... waiting as time goes by, trying to heal these wounds and remain the same person I was for him.

This song is for him <3

 

 

- Moneeka